i'm okay

It's a beautiful night but feeling lonely, 
hold back the tears ,and pretend i'm okay :) 

Beautiful Dream

I deserve more than this

It all happened so fast...
everything happens for a reason.
i realized he was not a good guy for me, 4 years together were bad. 

I always asked to myself... why he did it to me ? . maybe he not ready for a next level in relationship and he still kiddo!!!

after 1 years he lied to me, the last years things have been different with us....

i kept telling him that if he still loved me that he would want to say and do the nice things for me as he did before. but he don't care anymore... everything has changed :) 

i keep initiating contact with him when it's obvious he does not want me. so I leave him.. 

do you want someone who doesn't want you? DEFINITELY NOT !!! 

I tell him, i want to break up with him.. and he said "whatever" and
 "yes"...

i can't believe i didn't cry. I don't think i have any tears left for him. I would not take him back.. never...

now i trying to heal and make myself a better person.

i deserve better :) I deserve so much more... i have moved on and can't believe how happy i have been. 

For the past month i tought to myself.. I deserve to be happy and have a great guy in my life once again. 

No more reason to be sad over this. Just move on.

my favorite scene!

This one is my favorite!!
There's something about this photo/scene between the two couple. It's just like simple efforts are the best.
Like he wants to say he will always there for me in every conditions and situations. XD lalala ~

How about you, which one is your favorite scene and why?

Peronality or Good Looks ?

I think that personality is more important than good looks

Oh, definitely think personality is more important than good looks. I don't care what a person looks like, the color of their skin, if they're poor or rich, none of that matters to me as long as they are nice to me and treat me with respect, I will be nice and respect them right back.

If you look at someone for their looks then you may be very dissapointed.
They may be the most beautiful person you have ever seen but on the inside they could have the uglyest personality ever. Thats why I think people need to get to know a person from the inside out.

Because who knows the more you get to know the person the more you see them for who they really are and not just by goinng by their looks.

Personality is the only reason I would like someone. I need to get know them as an individual

not an object or thing.

But

PERSONALITY CHANGES WITH TIME

unfortunately. 

Is that right? :)

♥

Love always,

Lia Cia Cia

xx

♥

Love always,

Lia Cia Cia

xx

I love him

When he :

1. listens to me when I'm sad / hurt

2. is my bestfriend not just my boyfriend

3. writes my name on papers

4. tells me he misses me

5. lets me hangout with him together with his friends

6. tells me not to cry and dries my tears

7. tells me stories of his past
8. hold my hand in front of his friends
9. shows me his childhood pictures which makes me laugh all the time
10. remembers the small little details ( like what I wore during our first date )
11. takes me to places I've never been
12. look at me
13. buys me my favorite ice cream ( mcd ice cream )
14. hug me
15. calls me for nothing
16. uses my picture as his wallpaper/display picture
17. gets jealous
18. lets me meet his family

created by Calvin Justin ♥ I love it ^^

Love always,

Lia Cia Cia

xx

I Need Some Entertain

I need some entertain, somebody entertain me pleasee :')

Love always,

Lia Cia Cia

xx

About Me

Hello guys!

Let's me introduce my self

my full name is Aprilia

My chinese name is 郑佳佳 Zheng Jia Jia

dikenal sebagai Lia Cia Cia

Welcome to my blog

Love always,

Lia Cia Cia

xx