I deserve more than this

It all happened so fast...
everything happens for a reason.
i realized he was not a good guy for me, 4 years together were bad. 

I always asked to myself... why he did it to me ? . maybe he not ready for a next level in relationship and he still kiddo!!!

after 1 years he lied to me, the last years things have been different with us....

i kept telling him that if he still loved me that he would want to say and do the nice things for me as he did before. but he don't care anymore... everything has changed :) 

i keep initiating contact with him when it's obvious he does not want me. so I leave him.. 

do you want someone who doesn't want you? DEFINITELY NOT !!! 

I tell him, i want to break up with him.. and he said "whatever" and
 "yes"...

i can't believe i didn't cry. I don't think i have any tears left for him. I would not take him back.. never...

now i trying to heal and make myself a better person.

i deserve better :) I deserve so much more... i have moved on and can't believe how happy i have been. 

For the past month i tought to myself.. I deserve to be happy and have a great guy in my life once again. 

No more reason to be sad over this. Just move on.